Formspring..

God, this website causes nothing but troubles..Formspring. Ask anonymous questions to people you don't like but still have to follow every move in their life!! yay!!! Yeah, fuck that shit...Both Li and I got really rude and weird questions and between the two of us can not even fathom who they could be..When I first read mine, I thought it was Li being insecure about Harry because she's really like the only friend that I consider a friend any way...and Harry told me that Li thought that her question was from me so..That again makes no sense since I don't have MPD and would remember sending something like that..

Anyway, now, Something bad always happens when we are apart..It's like, we have a freaking cloak around us when we are together and as soon as we leave, she's attacked by demons and humans alike and some thing goes wrong in my life...The quacking curse we call it.. She mentioned on the phone the other night that everything just seems better when she's talking to me and I feel it too. I wish the three of us could really just run away...All of us could live on barely any funding and be fine..We just need each other, a car, and no destination..I miss them so much when I'm "home." Its in quotes because with them is home...not this place in Exton where I sleep and bathe...Well, that's it for now. Things should be better tomorrow.

<3 Violet.

Harry..

Well, I haven't posted on here in a while and a lot of things have changed. For one, saph is home and already trying to mark her territory, Li is stressed as shit from her break up and her home life, and feeling like all of her friends are fighting all of the time, Venus is being her normal self and refusing to make herself part of our world, and Cay is all over the love of my life and making a point to rub it into my face every chance she gets..On top of all the problems that Li and I have, Harry has made his return and we hang out with him all the time now. I had my doubts about Li holding up with this..She seems fine most of the time except she has herself convinced that there is going to be something between Harry and me..I thought she realized by now that its usually her insecurities and writing that makes things happen so it would be best to just not think about it and it won't happen. I talked to him about it just to make sure, and everything is fine. It's strange how comfortable with each other we all are..It's like, we can say anything to each other and still know that its us against the world and if one falls, we all fall. Harry and I used to hate each other..I never pictured anything like this where the three of us can go anywhere, do anything, sit around in a playground, walk through forrests, go to dairy queen, and we aren't bored together..We all complete each other so perfectly. This summer is going to be so awesome yet I feel as if something is coming..I feel as though Li's insecurities are going to take over and we aren't going to be able to get her back to reality..

-Violet.

Trust issues.

She says that everyone who says she can trust them leaves. So I won't say it. She'll trust me if she wants to and if she doesn't, I'll accept that. I almost told her that she can always trust me last night but honestly, I shouldn't have to say it. She should just know..I care about her a lot and I can't picture my life with out her in it, no matter how many problems she may have, no matter how many ruins she leaves behind us, no matter how many times we have to run, its better than leaving her when life has tried so hard to make us friends..She's been on the outskirts of my life for almost 5 years now..We may not have known each other or even spoke one word to each other but everything in our lives prepared us for each other and that is a bond that will never be broken.

Reality vs. Dream

She grasps for a moment of reality
As she falls down to her knees
They can't be real, the knives she feels
Because the blood never stains.

But what she vividly sees
Makes her want to scream
No one sees, she can't breath
And no one ever believes.

She reaches out for help
She can't do this by herself
They turn away, why don't they stay?
She then wants to run away.

Save her I must but where to start?
I hate to see her pain
She pushes me back, as if under attack
Yet, by her side I stay.