Defying the laws...

Dating each others exes, every single movie, book, person, and life experience tells you that we should hate each other. But here we are. Hanging out and laughing and "shopping" together. Our friendship should have never happened, not in a million years. Yet here it is. People don't understand it, it's so odd that two people who should hate each other would consider each other close friends, dare I say best friends? Some may say, maybe they are just doing the whole keep your friends close, enemies closer bit but they don't understand that honestly, everything happens for a reason. We are only friends because we get that. We realize that while we had a good run with our exes, it couldn't last forever and they may have been in our lives to bring us together with the experiences that we needed to help each other. All of our life experiences have pointed to each other..People may never get it and we'll laugh about it probably for a long time, but I'm glad. You know what's funny? She's the best friend I've ever had and she's the most screwed up of the lot. She sees things and can be two-faced[or three-faced or 10 faced? idk how many personalities do you have now?] and bitchy and sometimes hurtful and we may fight, but who doesn't? I was going somewhere with this...Oh, but she's the best friend I've ever had. She was there for me when no one else was and I was there for her, and after every fight, we come back to each other. We're drawn to each other. We miss each other when we're too far apart and we have plenty of people who would love to see our friendship fail, but that just makes it all the more exciting. There is no doubt in my mind that her and I were shaped and built to be friends. You don't find someone like that often. Someone whose weirdness is compatible with your weirdness to make a pair that holds strong even under the worst kind of pressure. How can we forgive each other? I'm not entirely sure but we're getting really good at it. xD

Thought the two of us could get through anything..

Every time we were together, we had a cloak over us and nothing could touch us..Our strength got us through anything..But when we were alone, we were so broken, so dead inside. The quacking curse..We always wondered what would happen if the quacking curse happened while we were together..Well I guess we found out. When the two of us cause each other pain, our friendship falls apart and we have no choice but to be with other friends and try so hard to forget that the other person ever existed..Anger is the emotion we both feel. Her at me for betraying her trust, me at her for being unable to forgive something that I forgave her for so long ago..She ended him and I..And we both learned a valuable lesson: Everything happens for a reason. Him and I had to end so that she could save me. She had to save me so that I would see how important she was. I had to see how important she was so that I would listen to everything she had to say. I had to listen because her other friends wouldn't. Her other friends wouldn't listen because she had to trust me. She had to trust me so that I would be an important part of her life. I had to be an important part of her life so that I would meet Alex. I had to meet Alex so that all three of us could get closer and closer to each other. The three of us had to get closer to each other so that we would make it through anything..or at least that's what I'm hoping the reason is..I'm hoping the reason isn't that him and I needed to be isolated from everyone we had considered friends..because we've both been loners for a long time..He doesn't really trust anyone, I only trusted her. Alone together isn't what either of us wants...But maybe it has to be this way so that him and I can excel in our music..Yet I can't stop writing about her..Our new Metal song is going to be called Lilac A. Black and its a great song..We wanted her there with us more than anything..We wanted her to have our first CD..We wanted her and I to work on lyrics together like our poems we write together. We wanted her there in the spotlight with us..We wanted to say her name and have her come on stage so we could hug her and give her the writing credit that she deserves. We wanted her to be our lives. But she, at least for now, wants nothing to do with us. And maybe we don't deserve her or her genius after our jokes and games...But we're still hoping and praying every day that we'll get a text saying, "Wanna go to the park and maybe get some food at DQ?" We aren't sorry for being together, but we are sorry for lying. Maybe, just maybe, we'll get through this..They've gotten through hell before, maybe all three of us will get lucky and make this work again...If not, we'll always still love her.

Harry post 2.

Harry is still hers..I never wanted him. I want Alex. I wasn't trying to replace her, wasn't trying to copy her, wasn't trying to get back to her, never wanted to lie to her...Every single one of her friends is screaming at me and liking pages that are against me and trying to hurt me but they don't realize that I don't care about their opinions of me..Never have, never will. All that I care about is that I still have the two people that mean the most to me in my life..All that I care about is that her and I get past this and can still be the best friends that life made us into..All that I care about is that him and I can make amazing music and hopefully one day be famous and she'll be right there with us because the three of us are the same in a lot of ways..Harry still belongs to Lilac and I would never try to take him away from her..Alex and Paris never get back together in either of their minds, she doesn't still love him, he knows its too late to make things work again, and him and I make each other happy..She's our best friend, we want her to be able to support us and be with us and laugh with us, cry with us, lean on us, and just everything that we did before we started dating..I feel as though everyone overreacting is making this so much worse than it has to be..If I didn't have feelings for him, I wouldn't be with him but the truth is, he's everything I've been looking for..We didn't tell her right away for a lot of reasons..For one, it was her birthday party and her actual birthday, for another, we wanted to make sure that we really wanted each other and were sure before we got everyone all worked up, and for another, we were scared to lose her because she means so much to both of us..At this point, I'm going to give her time to cool off and wait patiently for a text from her letting me know that we can hang out again..

<3 Violet.