Thought the two of us could get through anything..

Every time we were together, we had a cloak over us and nothing could touch us..Our strength got us through anything..But when we were alone, we were so broken, so dead inside. The quacking curse..We always wondered what would happen if the quacking curse happened while we were together..Well I guess we found out. When the two of us cause each other pain, our friendship falls apart and we have no choice but to be with other friends and try so hard to forget that the other person ever existed..Anger is the emotion we both feel. Her at me for betraying her trust, me at her for being unable to forgive something that I forgave her for so long ago..She ended him and I..And we both learned a valuable lesson: Everything happens for a reason. Him and I had to end so that she could save me. She had to save me so that I would see how important she was. I had to see how important she was so that I would listen to everything she had to say. I had to listen because her other friends wouldn't. Her other friends wouldn't listen because she had to trust me. She had to trust me so that I would be an important part of her life. I had to be an important part of her life so that I would meet Alex. I had to meet Alex so that all three of us could get closer and closer to each other. The three of us had to get closer to each other so that we would make it through anything..or at least that's what I'm hoping the reason is..I'm hoping the reason isn't that him and I needed to be isolated from everyone we had considered friends..because we've both been loners for a long time..He doesn't really trust anyone, I only trusted her. Alone together isn't what either of us wants...But maybe it has to be this way so that him and I can excel in our music..Yet I can't stop writing about her..Our new Metal song is going to be called Lilac A. Black and its a great song..We wanted her there with us more than anything..We wanted her to have our first CD..We wanted her and I to work on lyrics together like our poems we write together. We wanted her there in the spotlight with us..We wanted to say her name and have her come on stage so we could hug her and give her the writing credit that she deserves. We wanted her to be our lives. But she, at least for now, wants nothing to do with us. And maybe we don't deserve her or her genius after our jokes and games...But we're still hoping and praying every day that we'll get a text saying, "Wanna go to the park and maybe get some food at DQ?" We aren't sorry for being together, but we are sorry for lying. Maybe, just maybe, we'll get through this..They've gotten through hell before, maybe all three of us will get lucky and make this work again...If not, we'll always still love her.