Harry is still hers..I never wanted him. I want Alex. I wasn't trying to replace her, wasn't trying to copy her, wasn't trying to get back to her, never wanted to lie to her...Every single one of her friends is screaming at me and liking pages that are against me and trying to hurt me but they don't realize that I don't care about their opinions of me..Never have, never will. All that I care about is that I still have the two people that mean the most to me in my life..All that I care about is that her and I get past this and can still be the best friends that life made us into..All that I care about is that him and I can make amazing music and hopefully one day be famous and she'll be right there with us because the three of us are the same in a lot of ways..Harry still belongs to Lilac and I would never try to take him away from her..Alex and Paris never get back together in either of their minds, she doesn't still love him, he knows its too late to make things work again, and him and I make each other happy..She's our best friend, we want her to be able to support us and be with us and laugh with us, cry with us, lean on us, and just everything that we did before we started dating..I feel as though everyone overreacting is making this so much worse than it has to be..If I didn't have feelings for him, I wouldn't be with him but the truth is, he's everything I've been looking for..We didn't tell her right away for a lot of reasons..For one, it was her birthday party and her actual birthday, for another, we wanted to make sure that we really wanted each other and were sure before we got everyone all worked up, and for another, we were scared to lose her because she means so much to both of us..At this point, I'm going to give her time to cool off and wait patiently for a text from her letting me know that we can hang out again..
<3 Violet.
No comments:
Post a Comment